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Kendimi Yakaladım Gitmeyeceğim Dediğim Yerlerde !!!
Gönderme zamanı: 12/24/2008 13:22:19

 

            

 

Her ne kadar, sen demiş olsan da bana, bu kez ben bunu yürekten söylemek istiyorum.
“Beni çok arayacaksın ve bir gün arkana dönüp baktığında, yeniden birlikte yaşamak için her şeyi, çok geç olmuş olacak…”
İnadını, gururunu sende bıraktım… Bende sevgin kaldı. Çünkü içimde yaşayan hiçbir gurur, ne seni aramama engel olabildi, ne sormama… Sana göre gurursuzluğu hep ben yaptım. Belki o eski günleri yeniden geri getiririm diye çok uğraştım..
Bu uzun bir yazı olmayacak, kısa ve öz bir yazıdır.
Ya da sonun yüklemi…
Senin dediğin bir şey daha vardı ve ben bunu hiç unutmayacağım.
Birlikte geçirdiğimiz zamanlar için şunu demiştin, “Hayallerle uğraşamam. Artık gerçekleri yaşıyorum”
Öyle olsun. Yaşadıklarımızı “hayal” düş defterine...
“Gerçek dünyadakiler” mutlu edecekse seni; eyvallah…
Tutuyorum kendimi…

“Hayal Dünyasından” arta kalan ne varsa; “gerçeklerle” yüzleşti birden…
Git…
Canın nereye isterse…
Sev kimi seversen…
Tükendim, sana gelmeden gururunda boğulmaktan ve tükettim gerçeklerimi “hayallerinde” harcamaktan…
Aylarca yaşanmış delicesine bir aşka, “hayaldi” dersin öyle mi?
Ve sen bu hayalden kotarıp kendini, “gerçekleri” yaşamaya başlamışsın…
Seninle yaşadığım her saniye “hayalse” eğer, “Gerçeklerine” lanet olsun

''ah''larımı yutuyorum artık..avaz avaz susuyorum,sessiz sessiz çığlıklar atıyorum bu gece kendi kendime...

Kendimi Yakaladım Gitmeyeceğim Dediğim Yerlerde !!!

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